I die, gone for 13 minutes. I woke with no memory of my life before, of my child hood, thus a new beginning. I was 20. I've come to know , or I should say, understand things differently then most. See a bigger picture of this existence. I like to say: There is a bit of Doubt in Believing, none in Knowing. that is now I Know, That the universe gives you everything you need before you know you need it. Have No Doubt. Believing isn't enough.